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Sep. 16th, 2010 @ 04:32 pm alone
So I am living alone in a tiny apartment downtown. Roni and I are going to a couples therapist....sigh....
I haven't lived completely alone in a long time, there is something liberating about autonomy. My neighbors are insane....certifiably, I'm not just saying that..

The heart is a strange thing..the push and pull of emotions, fears, desires are as constant as the waves..never the same pattern, but still forever there.

I have felt things I didn't think I would ever do, said things I was sure I would never say, and done things I thought I would never do. My heart has been torn, and like a torn piece of paper, the edges are jagged and it seems they can't line up again to be repaired.. Will they ever?

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Date:September 17th, 2010 03:03 pm (UTC)
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Oh no! I'm sorry things are rough right now. I hope therapy gets you both to where you want to be.